tefinden0 | All the Little things..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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I got a valentine present../s from Sarah yesterday. yeah! They're awesome. I got 3 calanders, a daily 'Get Fuzzy' and 2 wall calanders, one I'm gonna tear up and hang on my wall and one i'm going to use as a calander. yeah!.. I also got a Huge Box of candy in this big pretty red heart box, it's fuzzy and soft and hehe. cool. I also got a cute little white bear holding flowers and 3 candy flowers. Sooo cute.

Makes me feel sad though cause all I got for her was some flowers and a card. *whuffles softly* I'll do better next year. She was happy about them, I'm glad, I want her to be happy.

I also wish things could have gone as planned, I had wanted to send a yelllow rose to alison, but mom kept running in saying 'I want my card back, give it to me!' and got me so frazzeled... *sigh* ... Later. Again. Next year.

I.... I love Sarah. I can't wait to see her again.. even if it's far off. *Sighs sadly* I think March 14 if the next time I see her, I'm going up there ot hang out with her for the weekend. Any time is worth any distance.
.. but I was thinking maybe I could come in on a Thursday night, go to school with her on friday or something... and leave maybe.. Monday night or Tuesday night.. whatever. I know I can't stay long becasue she'll be in school and I don't want ot mess anything up for her by being there. But the longer I can be with her the happier I am. Her and her friends. I hope things work. Mom doesn't want me to go because i won't be gone long enough. But Sarah told me if shewon't let me use her credit card (I pay her back for everything I buy anyway..)) I can use hers. I don't want to, just because I don't want to be using her.. or whatever.. but if mom won't.. I will. I will get up to Sarah. And of course I'll pay her back, I'll do something.

I'm driving my car again, such a little monster. It goes 32mph without human assistance. Just put it into drive and it'll go and it won't stop till 32mph and it'll just drive like that. No idea why. And you drive it and it's got this little roar that you don't get in mom's car. Ahhh the beastily sound of the roar of an engine about to fall out. I washed it, waxed it, and aparently it was offended and now the 'check engine' light comes on again... great. wonder what I have to pay for now.

And, as the wheel turns, the clock ticks, and promises are broken. I must go.

Talk later.