tefinden0 | Tis the season.

.. Today at work, we found out we aren't getting a Christmas bonus... Everyone was expecting at least $100 but no one is getting ANYTHING. Because of Chuck. *kicks his ass* Chuck is just Larry's pitbull. Flat out.

But everyone was counting on that 100 for Christmas, i was, Val was, Diana, tony, EVERYONE. and now we don't get one? shit...

So everyone was bumming around, morale went crashing to the molten core of the Friggen earth and tempers were just as hot. Val was talking some scary shit to me, like, she was gonna go home and take a few painpills and once the pain was gonna she was gonna hve someone just slit her. *I was just.. woo..* she' was just.. scary. She was depresed cause she had to money for food for her family, or for her kids baby or anything like that....

Goober that I am, i call mom and I was just "sSppptt! mom, do me a favor, go to the bank, get 200$ and come to work. I need it. now."

so she pisses and moans and finally agrees.
2 hrs later I call her and she has already forgotten that I called. She says call her back in 30 minutes.
15 minutes later she calls ME and is like 'my radiator blew up, you have to come get me, pick up your brother. Drop him off then come get me, the moose and the picture.

So I get off work, go to get her, and my brother and the moose and picture and go to get th money and they'll only let me have 100. So. Fuck that.
I got get the money and go back to work.

I staple up this little piece of paper and put the 100$ in it and staple it up then wrote 'merry christmas' on it and when she wasn't looking, went out to her car and put the 'ghetto envelope' on her seat.

needless to say, she drove off without noticing it, I had to call her house and have her parents tell her to go make sure she got it off the seat. She called me awhile later to tell me to ake it back, it was money i needed for my trip. i told her (because everyone at work thinks I'm going to die) that I didn't need material possesions anymore so she might as well take it. and she thanked me and we talked for awhile about anything BUT the money so she wouldn't feel uncomfortable or anything.

... i wonder how tomorrow will go....

I need to get to work and earn back some money. .. i wish it wasn't so hard to do a good thing.

I'm really glad i did it, it makes Max (2 yr old) and Val's family have Christmas and food. but at the same time, it's hard for me cause i'm not working. But. Tis the season.