New begining and an useless end.
Mar. 25th, 2002 07:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tefinden0I learned last night that my friend died... I knew him only online but we talked about things and laughed... I think Im more close to my online friends vs. my real life friends. ... I learned he died on the 6th and has already been buried... He hung himself..
*sighs deeply* I'm so sorry now that i didn't spend more time talking to him.. that we grew distant later one due to my schedule and work... I'm Sorry Doug.... If I wasn't so busy.. if I had listened more.. maybe we'd be talking now instead of me talking about your death..
I have no beautiful thoughts, or strong words of encouragment. This does hurt me.. but... I can't do anything and feel so helpless... I'm sorry....
I did get a baby ferret though. A little pale girl. I named her Tefindeno. I took her to the vet, and they said she's beautiful and healthy, She got her distemper shot also. Soon I'll have pictures so you'll be able to gawk and awwwwww at her wonderful cuteness. She is SOOOO tiny though, Compared to Bubba she's like... minute.
... a new begining and a sad ending...
*sighs deeply* I'm so sorry now that i didn't spend more time talking to him.. that we grew distant later one due to my schedule and work... I'm Sorry Doug.... If I wasn't so busy.. if I had listened more.. maybe we'd be talking now instead of me talking about your death..
I have no beautiful thoughts, or strong words of encouragment. This does hurt me.. but... I can't do anything and feel so helpless... I'm sorry....
I did get a baby ferret though. A little pale girl. I named her Tefindeno. I took her to the vet, and they said she's beautiful and healthy, She got her distemper shot also. Soon I'll have pictures so you'll be able to gawk and awwwwww at her wonderful cuteness. She is SOOOO tiny though, Compared to Bubba she's like... minute.
... a new begining and a sad ending...
