Goood. Bye.

[tefinden0]

I left. I've moved out of that crap hole I called 'home' for about a month. Kiss my fat white/cuban ass goodbye because I'm gone. I'm living with Jon/Roxy where ever I can bum a room for the night that Bubba's aloud in because i'm going NO WHERE with out him. He's the only thing I have left in the world right now. I can't use my compu because... well basically no one else has time to go online and I'm swept up in the torrent of motion, trying frantically to make myself useful so that I'm not being a nusance. I'm at school now, using their compu because that's the last thing available. I can't even pick up one at the Library because there's a line out the F*ing door.

I went home the other day (the day I was missing first) and people were slamming my shit around upstairs so I was going to the stairs and my mom tells me to move the car into the back I told her Just give me a resonable reason why I have to move my car in back, when every one else parks in the front and I will. NO problem. And From upstairs I hear 'Mother Fucking Christ! You'll move your fucking car or I'll beat the shit out of it and drive it into a wall!' and all of a sudden It sounds like thunder up. Roxy and Jon and Stuart (my brother) are standing at my side and Bryan comes flying down the stairs, gets right up in my face and starts screaming at me, spitting all over my face as he yells on and on about not wanting his 'fucking' front yard to looking like a 'mother fucking car lot' which I can maybe understands (considering there are only 3 cars -including mine- in the acre of land in just his front yard. Then he finishes up with a spit wad in my eye, a finger in my face and 'do you understand me Ms Cates!!!" and I say "I just wanted a reason why.' and he goes off on me again. so I just stand there, looking off as a shower falls over me and when he finally finishes Jon turns and calls his family and I go upstairs to pack. I said nothing else except once to my mom which was 'Maybe I'll see you around when the walls are built.' and I left telling Roxy to grab bubba's cage (which I had just bought the day before -it's beautiful. 2 stories- ) and we left. I spent the night at Jon's since but I might have to leave because family in coming and I feel like an ass already.



on a lighter note. My car was frozen this morning with layers of ice -GIVE ME A BREAK IT'S FLORIDA!!!- and I had to scrap my windows with a cd case.


Have a fabulous day and Know I love you guys for listening to my shit and even if I'm not 'here' i'm here for you... I'll find a way.

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